Huston..We have a problem..Do U?
I always had a belief that most people are retarded to some extent. This had more to do with feeling secure about me being one and not being an anomaly.. but screw that shit.. I still know most of us have some thing messed up somewhere..
And because this is my blog...this has to be about me.
So this might sound totally weird but when I walk..on the street in the house..or any god damn place.. I make it point to avoid diagonals and edges and cuts etc...
I dont what happened when but for as long as i can remember I avoided walkin on the lines the break 2 concrete blocks of roads apart..I never stepped on the edges of a manhole or I never walked around a pillar stepping on the line that would be its exact diagonal stemming out from the corners..
I know this sounds majorly retarded..and yeah I know we have a problem here...I have had instances when i have cut down my steps to avoid the block breaks.. I dont know if ppl do this too.. but I find it distrubing at times coz i cant walk freely.. Im always looking out for these things.. parked cars.. pillars.. poles.. shadows of pillars.. shadows of poles.. and I do this all the more when Im alone..When ppl are walkin or moving with me I do it with a sub conscious mind.. but its dangerously conscious when im all alone..
I think i might get all the more finicky about things in due course of time as i grow old.. and I think i know where this is coming from..
on a lighter note.. there are days when i think i dont walk on these lines and shit coz i think i might crack open the ground walking on them.. they might just not be able to take the pressure..
I was sitting last night and just generally watchin some movies..and i tried to picture a bottle of water in the backlight of the TV..
Till then
For a world full of Psychos