So I have this firm..firmer..firmest belief that Im practically sending out the wrong signals to my audience..(if whoever reads my blaag qualifies as audience or just another person who might be my type..mentally beyond economic repair.) 

But there is not much I can do to change this perception coz thats all that I can do normally.. 

I dont find it far from normal that I usually have weird thoughts and dreams..here is some of the shit that runs through my head

• When I hit the sack after I drive late nights, inevitably I have these dreams where I meet with a crash and Totalled my car and dont live
• Once a month or a fortnight.. (Im just trying to make this sound periodic..but im not sure of a time line but this shit happens)..I have this dream where Im sinking in a desert. cant breathe and am generally have something the size of a pumpkin trying to make its way through my throat choking me.. Killer feeling.. i usually sweat my pillow after this shit
• When I drive I compulsively avoid pulling my car off from the 4th gear to the 2nd.. its a weird habit but even on a turn where i need to kill the speed.. I push from 4th to 3rd to 2nd..
• I feel dangerously pissed when ppl start questioning me..mostly because I can sense what direction they are treading and I don't want people to give me sermons on somethings I don't wanna discuss.. 
• hmmm and a whole lotta other shit that any one who claims to analyze dreams would love working on...but screw that shit.. 

 

I have a lot weirder neighborhood that I stay in..weird ppl talking and walking all around giving me plenty of photo ops and time to have fun at their expense..have captured a few of these in this post..( check snaps)

Ohh last night was also another night that I was driving late.. and I was conscious all the time that I would dream my dream all over again.. u know what I mean..( read bulleted point 1 above)..

Had gone over to Avinash's place..with Sanal and Farhan.. to play some RISK.. its an awesome board game which i took an hour to understand by the new rules.. and finally played it the classic way.. (please google to find out what these ways are)..headed out for some Bhurji pav later in the night and then drove back home ( whats worse i had forgotten to carry my licence last night)..I dont have a pretty exciting life.. as u can see from what i write here..but im trying to make whatever I can of these sodding  years...

P.S: this is the first time im uploading images from the posterous interface so Im not sure in what order they come through.. if u see three tired men lying on a bed.. thats after we risked our life playing the board game. and then the other way round.. 

 

Till Then

For a world where u need no licences